A Dream

Last night I dreamed about you.
This is the first time I dream you.
In the dream, we're just like a normal couple.
Not like the situation we having right now.
I'm glad that we've return back to normal.
But it was just a dream. Not in real life.
What I want is in the real life...
But can we???? I hope that we could.


You're the one who mean everything to me.
I know this is such a foolish thinking.
But I still think so. Cause I love you.
I'm saying seriously.
I trying to let myself be better than now.
Should be much more better... :)


Every morning when I saw the time at 7.20am.
I will think like wanna call you. It's already been apart of my daily life.
But lastly I also didn't make it to call you.
Because I don't wanna let you feel that I'm annoying you.
But I always miss the day I called you in every morning.
Hear your voice at the first moment you're awake.
Although you're not spoke too much. 
But I like to hear it from you. :)


I wanna tell you how much I love you....
I wanna tell you how much I miss you....
And I wanna tell you how much I need you....
No others...But only you.
Not to force you to make a decision.
Not to force you to give me an answer.
Not to force you to do anything you dislike.
Not to force you to give me everything.
And not to force you to LOVE me....
Well, this is all I want to let you know.


Do you still remember the lyrics you wrote for me in the Wedding Dress???
"i don't care how hard as long as i can find someone,
to fall and share the days we have along together now,
just hold my hand my heart will give away, so say yes
stay with me forever"
Would this still come true??


My mom already started to ask me what's happen to both of you?
"Did he find you? Did he call you? Did he text you?"
All my answer was definitely NO.
I just told my mom : "You no need to ask so much, everything will be alright."
This is the only answer I can let my mom stop asking me those annoying questions.
I hope this situation will not lasts too long.
I don't wanna let my mom asking me those questions again. PLEASE!
Not to beg, but just please.


Lougong, I HOPE one day I really can call you like that.
This is what I really HOPE. :)


I already said out all my words in my heart..
And you???? When you're going to tell out all the words in your mind and heart??
I'm waiting for it... My love.