一个人

一个人,我做过了什么?
一个人吃饭,一个人逛街,一个人看戏,一个人呆在家。。。。

每当我在羡慕身边朋友都一双一对时,总有人会:"一个人很好啊~可以很享受生活。"
一个人是不错,但日子久了,我感受到的只有寂寞在陪伴我。虽然现在身边都会有朋友可以陪我看戏,吃饭,逛街和聊天,但是我还是希望能够有一个人能让我依靠和依赖。

我妈曾说过:"就算你不嫁也没关系,能自己养活自己就好。"这并不是我要走的路,我希望自己能找个会疼我,宠我,爱我,能够一直陪在我身边的男人。

很多人会说:"你还年轻,慢慢找,不急的。" 我想要的过程是,找个对的人,在一起几年,到最后一起携手共度一生。我要的其实很简单,可是老天却不赐幸福予我。

抱怨够了,晚安。

聽見下雨的聲音

終於，我看了這部電影。。跟一個男生看的（別八卦是誰）XD

好啦~先說說這部電影吧！
說實在的，並沒有我預期中的好看，有些許失望呢。
不過，戲里的詩詞，無可否認，真的很有意義。
有些詩詞，都出現在這部電影的主題曲里 “聽見下雨的聲音”。

這部戲的橋段，感動度還可以，因為至少我沒流淚，只是眼淚都在眼睛裡打轉。呵呵
不過這部戲倒是找了很多藝人來客串哦！尤其是文化節比賽的那場戲，看到了懷秋，宋米秦，愛紗，李東學，By2，侯佩岑，劉真，林志炫，還有導演方文山。連品冠也客串哦！當醫生~還蠻適合的嘛~~XD

說說經典又有人氣的幾部台灣電影，【不能說的秘密】，【那些年，我們一起追的女孩】，【被偷走那五年】。。。這幾部都曾經在大馬播映的電影。哪部最好看？
如果是音樂那方面的話，我會選擇【不能說的秘密】。
如果是感動度呢。。我就會選擇【那些年】吧~
至於【被偷走那五年】嘛~就是橋段很好，不過就純屬虛構吧！這種事情會發生的幾率太微妙了。
這部【聽見下雨的聲音】，只能說還過得去。希望不會得罪這部電影的粉絲咯~^^

讓我來分享這部電影的主題曲吧~真的好聽。 ：）

希望你們都會喜歡這首感人的歌曲吧！

見証愛的甜蜜

前两天，幫好友簡單地慶祝了她的21歲生日。

在我們朋友群裡，就她還沒談過戀愛。

但是也在她生日當天，結束了單身，也開始了她的初戀。

回想起初戀，我似乎都忘了是什麼樣的感覺。

或許就像我看到朋友一樣，甜蜜罕喜悅的感覺全都會寫在臉上吧？或許是這樣。。

初戀是美好的，初戀是我們最初懂得什麼叫做愛，也是讓我們付出最多第一次的愛。這叫人怎麼能忘記呢？呵呵。

回首當初，最純真的愛，就只有在初戀的時候吧？ 應該是的。 

想問說，我生命中的過客們，你們都安好嗎？就只是一個簡單的問候而已。縱使我們當不了情人，亦當不成朋友，但到不了的問候，還是沒問題的。：）

好啦～廢話少說，我是要來祝福我那沈浸在愛裡的朋友要幸福哦！！也希望他們的愛會一直存在吧～

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今天不知怎么搞的，吐了三次，全身无力，甚至还经历眼前一暗，耳鸣，还整个人无力倒下。我长这么大的人，还真是第一次这样。我真的会怕。

只好请假在家休息了。

今天不只是我运气不好还是怎样，在look around接受了个不该接受的没品人。

第一句就发了个yer过来，接下来更过分！我自问我从来没说过自己是美女，我也没要骗人。我照片中除了自拍以外，还是有很多是人家拍的。从那些照片中，并不难看出我是个胖女生。我亦从来不隐瞒人加我的身高体重，为什么却被一个莫名其妙的人叫我＂女肥骗子＂呢？！😤😤

我介意了！真的真的介意了〜 😭😭

Adults life begin.

Alright, it's been awhile that I didn't post anything here. Sorry, dear blog. 

So what I'm going to share about its just my recently life. 

After my birthday, I've got my salary plus advanced bonus! Oh yeah~ it's a good news that we could get an advanced bonus.. But there was a disadvantage for me too! Ermm.. It caused me spent more== I knew its my own problem that I couldn't control myself to spend money! Urghhhhh.. Disappointed on myself :( 

Btw, I did save apart of it as I'm going to Cambodia in coming October! Happy that I could go for travel, but sad that my saving gonna start all over again.. Okay... /.\

One thing that caused me overspent were because of the sport stuffs.. I bought myself a pair of running shoes that really costly & a piece of sport bra. I'm forcing myself to exercise (jog), as I need to train myself to do some exercise to have a healthy body. :) so the motivation who really made me do it was just because I spent so much on these! So I should utilize it as much as I can! O' saying the shoes~ xD 

Last paragraph.. There's one more week to go until I get my salary for August.. So I've to be really "han qin" in this week! No date for this week.. Don't ever ask me to go out ya~ except my facial appointment ><  I couldn't skip it :( 

Nitez. 

My 21st Birthday Celebration

20th July 2013, It's my 21st Birthday!!! My very 1st time having birthday celebration at home.

I have to special thanks to my parents, my neighbour who FOC build the canopies for me, Marcus Yap who became the camera man, all the friends, neighbours & relatives who attended my birthday party.

It's really a great moment & experience that I ever had. :3
When I saw all of them singing the birthday song for me with different languages, I really feel so warm & touching. Luckily I didn't cry. :P

For all the gift & surprise, Thank you so muchieeee.. I LOVE IT!!
All I can say is THANK YOU, THANK YOU & still THANK YOU!! <3 span="">

My Dear Dear Gill & me

    My Precious Friends "Lai Chee Gang"

My birthday gifts

Another Surprise - 101 roses

My Camera Man - Marcus Yap

成長的感慨

隨著年齡增長,我們必然得面對一切挑戰,學習新的事務.


即將邁向21歲,意味著我必須面對這一切.
我不再是小孩, 人家對我的眷顧也不會再有,因為我必須成長,必須學習.
雖然不想這一且來得太快,但時間不會因為我的'自私'而暫停.

對於老闆給予我的'新任務',老實說, 我還沒心理準備呢~
不過我似乎沒有選擇的權利,我只能欣然接受這一切安排,畢竟我只是個打工族.
受人錢財,就自然得任人擺佈. 

不過對於這個安排,我實在沒有很大的意願.
雖然職務是秘書, 但我反而覺得自己逐漸邁向"私人助理',也可以稱之為'高級雜工'吧???
不固定的工作時間,24小時為他們服務,隨傳隨到,這中生活我還能忍受多久呢??

小孩的笑容,永遠如此天真.
長大後的我,還能擁有嗎???

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最近超夯的stylenanda 3CE化妆品，我盼你盼到颈都快变得像长颈鹿一样了~*夸张*

好啦~不要瞎掰了。。说重点！

今天呢~我为自己接下来三个月的薪水做了个财务规划。

每个月扣除我所有的＂债务＂兼＂任务＂再包括＂储蓄＂，剩余的就会是我的生活费+车油费了。

话说我实在是有够穷，但要买的东西却偏偏多到可以积成山了~

某人说我贪心，是啊~或许我真是如此。

就像我老爸说的，你真像你妈~购物狂！

这是遗传基因啊！呵呵~所以我绝对不会让自己申办任何信用卡，因为我知道我会害了自己。我还是有自知之明的。

呃~~~ 老实说，我还真为我将来的另一般操心呢~ 哈哈~ 不用说太白，都应该才想得到吧？？ 我只能说抱歉咯~ 但我懂得适可而止，不会太超过滴。 

hmmmm~话说今天被一个人耍我，超不爽的！刚开始说什么要请教我怎么规划财务，我就好心告诉他，那晓得他反过来说他有更好的介绍给我，才知道原来这家伙是在银行打工的，又要sell saving plan，我直接回绝他兼叫他别浪费时间来convince我了。真受不了这些人！尤其是把我当傻瓜一样来耍的家伙~ *怒*

再来就是关于我买了这个稍微贵了点的化妆品，某个朋友就说我有钱。我想说这无关有钱没钱的事，我只是想拥有我想要得到的东西，我用自己赚来的钱买，有何不妥呢？？

发泄完毕，晚安！我是累毙了~希望能够睡得着咯~睡神，快来嘛~~~~

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多12天，我就21岁啦！正式踏入成年人的行列。 

虽然不想长大，但人必须成长，我们无法选择不去长大。:(

我总是羡慕有些人可以轻而易举就到自己想要的东西，而我呢？踏入社会工作了两年多，储蓄少得可怜，每天都在计算着钱该怎么花，该花在哪儿？

钱真烦人，为了存钱，几个月不曾真正逛过街，也不敢去逛街。因为看得到，买不到，我做不到，所以我唯一的选择是把自己宅在家当个宅女来省钱。

在家上网，在面子书东看西看，一间间的网店，卖的东西琳琅满目，我还是只能够看~*怨啊*

要到什么时候，我才有本事做自己想做的事，要自己所要的东西呢？？？😔😔

唉。。最重要的还是我这张不争气的脸！！ 因为你，我花了好几百块呢~结果你还是这副摸样？！你到底要什么时候才好吗？？ 我都难过死了。。。😭😭😢 老天爷，求求你把我的好皮肤还给我嘛~~~ 拜托拜托啦~~~🙏🙏🙏🙏

Financial

A really headache topic to me! Ouchhhh...

Every month just waiting for the salary  appear in my bank. But every month still that poor. Aiksss..

Car loan, prepaid reload, unifi, petrol, daily use stuffs, eat, drink, car park and so on... Almost 80% of my salary had gone. 

Saving???? It's like really hard for me to do it.. T.T 

How long I didn't go for shopping?! Honestly more than a month.. Now my extra money just because of my face... Gone again!!!! Awwww... Pocket pain>< 

But what to do... Must rescue my face.

Dear money, don't always run away from me. I'm not a monster~ won't eat u 1, ok?! Lolxxxx 

So please be good and staying all the time with me. Dont make me spend money on those unexpected things. Alright?! :)

Diet Plan

Aiksss.... Everytime talk about this topic, sure makes me feel ashamed.
Why????? Because everytime i also give up on halfway... T.T

I really need a plan that won't makes me give up easily.
On food???? I'm trying hard to control... But FAILED!!!!><
So I'm trying to do more exercise now. :(

• Shaking Hula Hoop - 30 mins
• Rope Skipping - 200 times
• Sit Up - 30 times

Any suggestion besides on these few??? @@

I just tried figurerobics that taught by jung dayeon.

Actually is a good exercise for us! For those who doesn't like to work out should try this! 

It can makes you sweat even you just do it for 5 mins. :)

But any idea where we could find this dvd??? My mom was trying to source it but failed.

To myself, 

Keep it on girl, you can do it!! You'll be slim like others in some day~ Don't give up anymore!!! :)

Ciao... :P

Mother's Day

HAPPY MOTHER's DAY to all mama~

Honestly, I don't even say it out to my mom. I know I should have wish her. ><

It's really hard for me to tell my mom :" mami, I love you!" ==
Don't ask me why~ I just don't know how to say it.

As a mom, she gave me everything.
As a daughter, I don't even afford to give her what she want.

She always said to me, her friend's daughter buy this buy that for them.
Mom, please give me some time~
I can't give anything to you at the moment.
But do trust your daughter me, that I can give u a better life in future.

真与假

很多事情，表面看起来是这么一回事，但事实并不如我们表面多看到的。

大选就是这么一回事。
我不给予任何评论，因为我不是个政治家。
有太多太多的东西我看不透，所以我只听人家说。

我要说的只是人与人之间存在着太多的事情需要我们来分辨真假。
我一向来认为，只要我对人家很真，人家自会也这样待我。
但我经历过几次的恋爱，我才知道我一直都分不清人家对我是真是假。*失败*
这真的让我感到挫败。＞＜

也导致如今的我，不知该如何分辨人家对我到底是真还是假？
只要是好听的话，我都觉得很假。
反之，那些伤人的话，我却都当真。
我真的觉得自己有问题了。xD

别怪我，我也是经历过一些事情才造就了如今的我。

似乎都在废话连篇，毫无意义。睡觉去。晚安！

My type

Yoohooo~ i'm here to update my blog :)

How come I will think of this title?
Hmmm.. Actually It just popped up in my mind in a sudden.
So don't ask me WHY~ Because there's no answer for you. XD

Alight.. As per tittle, what's my type means which type of guy I like.

Previously I like HANDSOME guy, as every girls also like it. But that was previous me.
Maybe that time I was too young~ Anyway, non of my ex was HANDSOME. Hahahaaa.. Isn't it funny? XD

Okay, let's say now.. I just like a guy which taller than me( even I'm wearing high heels), caring, no habits(gambling & smoking) & smart cute guy! Oh ya~ This will be the type of guy I prefer now. :P
Is my expectation consider HIGH??? Or just so so??? Heheee

Hmmm.. By the way, it's just what I prefer my future bf will be. XD
But i know it's not that easy for me to have this kind of bf. :P
Maybe it will only appear in my dream. Hopefully there'll be a NICE dream for me tonight. *mad me* xD

Okay.. Stop here. See you on next post. :)

Untitled

Such a long long time that I never post any blog through desktop.
Nowadays keep posted blog by using my phone.
Because its convenient for me. I can post it anywhere & any time.
I just can't change fonts, colours & share links.

Okayyy... let's see what I'm gonna post tonight. 
As my title written, UNTITLED.
Because I have no idea on what I wanna talk about.
Hmmm.... Money???? Oh yeah... I'm always lack of it.
I wanna find some part time to earn more for myself.
But I couldn't find any of it that suits me due to my working hours is not flexible at all.
Promoter? I can't go for it... Promoter gonna work on sat & sun.
But I still have to work on SAT. Sad case... 

I always checking on those part time job website see whether got any jobs that might suits me. But I couldn't see even 1....
But that day I found 1 is hiring part time vocalist~ I was like "wow..."
But I still never go for it.. Not brave enough to try. :(

Money, can you stay with me all the times???? lol (MAD me)

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There's lots of new songs coming up. I just able to catch up a few of it.
Like 林俊杰，宇田&杨宗纬。

I'm gonna share JJ Lin -修炼爱情
It's really nice and meaningful.

Next will  be 宇田。 
She has a great voice!! Let's listen to her song.

Last will be 杨宗纬 - 其实都没有

It's also a meaningful song.

Hope you guys will enjoy with these songs.

Ciao~ :3

Single or Couple

Well.. Let's talks about this topic.

When you're lonely, then you will think that Couple is just NICE~
Why???? Because there's someone care on you, love you, and you could talk to.. Actually there's much more things can be done if you're in a relationship.
Well... Just for people which is SINGLE will think so just like me. (well.. I guess I was just too desperate in love) xD
Hmmm.. I knew people which have bf/gf will say, "urgh.. I wish to be single as no need to bother so many things.. No need to argue and bla bla bla.."
Yaaaa.. Actually I knew all these, but I still wish to have a boyfriend. Lolxxxxxxx
Even though I might lost my freedom in future. But at least there's someone which love n cares me.

Well.. Let's talk about single..
Single is just BEST as you no need to worry your partner will control your life.
For example like you have to report to him/her where you go, go with who, what's the purpose you go out all these nonsense questions.
All these will just create a chance for you and your partner to argue on~ I've heard many cases. I was like.. "huh... Need to be like that or not? Just an outing, why must ruin their mood?!"

No matter SINGLE or COUPLE, there's always got their advantage & disadvantage. It's just depends on how you think & how you going to face it and fix it if there's some problems.
So just ENJOY LIFE no matter you're SINGLE or COUPLE!! :P

I wish all those Couples will stay HAPPINESS all the times. For SINGLES, live your life and wish that you'll meet your Mr. or Ms. Right very soon!! Hahhaaa~

Alright. It's time for me to off to my bed. Good night world!

Friendship

Friends is very important in our life.

How many friends can stand by ur side all the time???
Hmmm.. Let me count.. 4, 5????
Well.. I'm just counting those that I can share my secrets~ :P

For the 1st, Queenz. My primary classmate.
Well... Although we didn't contact in our secondary life, but our friendship still thr. We've been knowing each other for 11 years.
Such a long long time ya~~
Lots of stories in our primary school time. Most of the time we meet up sure wil memorize back all these things~
Then we'll be non-stop laughing until stomache. Lolxxx
We just CRAZY! XD

2nd 1, my Dar~ Amily.
Been knowing her for 7 years.
Thanks to our mom, so that I could have this lovely Dar~ :P
She's my counsellor.. Always be my listener. We talk, we share, we laugh, we cry (should say I'm the one who cry) xD

3rd, my dear dear Gill!!!
Knew her in UTAR. 3 years++
We just like twins "黑白无常" xD
I miss the day we stay together, play together, sing together, crazy together!
I'm always will be her listener let her "san"~

For the 4th & 5th.. Joey & Yishin!
Oh ya.. Although both of u were my primary schoolmates, but we not really close. But since last year, we always hang out, travel together.
How fun it was while together with u guys.
I believe that our friendship will go on n never stop. Heart yaaa~ <3

Alright.. Just want to say thanks to all my bestie~
Love you all~ thanks for everything.
I will always remember what u all had did to me.
Our friendship will never end!!!!! Muacksss

旅行的梦

我向往旅行，亦热爱旅行。
我虽然得不到我渴望的爱情，但是我可以跟我所爱的朋友们一同前往旅行。

今天的一月，我的旅行方舟终于启航。
我去了一个叫krabi的地方。一个身在泰国，拥有美丽海洋的地方。

而我的下一个旅程，仍然是泰国。会是哪里呢？那就是泰国的首都--曼谷！！
女生热爱的地方~ 因为是我们购物的天堂~
我不断努力存钱，为的就是增广见闻，享受人生。
我的生活虽然不比那些有钱人来得富裕，但是我的钱已然足够我生活下去，还是能带我飞往世界各地，只是这个过程会用上比别人长久一些。

一个人没有不好，只是偶尔想要一个人陪着你的时候，没人选罢了。：）

我希望可以找个跟我一样有着共同理想的人，陪着我一同乘搭我的旅行方舟到世界的各个角落。

晚安咯！

钱

如果说，花一点钱可以让你看清一个人。你愿意花这点钱吗？

我会毫不犹豫地回答说：＂我愿意！！＂
钱，永远是最让人又爱又恨的东西。
它带给你物质上的快乐与享受。
却也让你看清很多现实的事情。
不管是亲情，友情或者是爱情~
都很难经过这项考验~

很多时候，很多事情，都是因钱而起，都是钱在作祟。

Count Downing for my KRABI TRIP

It's time for me to update my blog..^^

Well.. I'm so excited for my KRABI TRIP on coming Sunday!! Woohooo..

I'm such a "BIG" girl which going to turn into 21st years old. But I never take flight before.

This coming Sunday will be my very 1st time to take plane to a place. = =

I promised there will be more n more chances for me to FLY oversea as I'm gonna save more n more money to TRAVEL!!!!! 

Taiwan, Bangkok, Bali, Korea... WAITING ME YA!!! :P

Hmmm... I'm actually haven't start to pack my luggage yet. OMG! But it's just a 3D2N trip... So not much things to pack.. Just bring few shorts & tops will do. But most IMPORTANT things to bring... Guess what?? hahaha... BIKINI!!!! Gonna say it would be my VERY FIRST TIME again! Cause I never wear before as I got no "san choi".. T.T *DIET DIET*

Awwwww.. I SWEAR I must SLIM DOWN & become a LENG LUI~!! LOL *thick face*

Hahahaaaa.. My life is getting more n more colourful & meaningful. At the same time, my money is getting less n lesser... SAD CASE!!!! :( 

Hopefully there will be some changes in the middle year! *pray hard n harder*

God bless ya!! :)

** Always put a SMILE on your face, Good luck will be with you all the times.

My L'occitane's products

How I knew this brand? It's actually the year before I received a L'occitane Christmas set from my Dar. The 1st impression on this brand, I only knew that their products was quote costly as I always seen their roadshow in Pavilion or Midvalley. I was like a "井底之蛙".

So after a year, I'm still just owning their products that my Dar present me.

But last year Christmas, it was my very 1st time buying their products as Christmas gift. Actually my Dar & me decided to go their boutique & pick what we wanted as our Christmas gift, then we will pay for each other. We set our budget as RM100. If the price of the products we pick more than that, then we need to top up by ourselves. So my Dar chosen Marvellous Flowers Roll On Perfume which cost RM95. What about myself? 1st I was decided to take Marvellous Flowers Boxy Cream only which cost RM158. But too bad, by the time I went to the shop they only left last bottle which contain shower gel & perfume which is cost RM378. I was like OMG... :( After I considered for awhile, I decided to take it.

Well.. I know many people sure will said, "wow.. U're so RICH!!!" But what I'm gonna say is, "I just spent the money I earned." it's not the problem of rich or poor, but then it's depends on how u treat yourself~ like what my Dar said, "Girl should PAMPER themselves,not only treated others as good as they could but they forgotten to treat themselves GOOD!" :)

This month, I bought a few products from L'occitane again! There's a few ranges of them. Let's the pics show you what I have!

My review on their products.. Let me show it to you guys on next time. :P