游戏

“游戏”

这两个字，

在爱情的字典里，

显得非常的讽刺。

对我而言，

把爱情看待为一场游戏的人，

他们都是肤浅和幼稚的。

也许他们不懂，

他们的这样的行为，

会让真心对他们的人受到伤害。

这么一来，

他们就有可能会错过一段美好姻缘。

这是他们自找的~

对这些人而言，

或许他们会凭自己有着不错的外表而让异性为他们倾倒。

在感情的世界里，

他们可以要风得风，要雨得雨。

今天高兴就跟你在一起，

明天不爽就可以直接甩掉你。

这就是他们的本事~！

这种所谓的“游戏”

可以让女生失去了贞操；

可以让男生失去了金钱。

我真的不明白，

这种“游戏”真的有那么好玩吗？

为什么他们不选择一段有结果的爱情？

相反的，

他们却选择这种“游戏”的爱情呢？

这样一来，

只会造成双方两败俱伤的悲剧，

并不会为双方带来幸福啊~

走

迟早有一天，

我将会离开这里。

我将要离开的地方，

就是这间家。

 

 

我不想呆在这里了。

 

 

请把我带离这个地方吧~！！！！！

现实

已经有八天没更新部落格了~

这一个星期以来，

说忙倒是挺忙的。

只不过很多时候，

我根本不知道自己到底在忙些什么。

每当回到家，

我就只是忙着坐在电脑面前。

可是不知怎么搞的，

时间就是过得特别快，

可是我却不知道自己花了那么多个小时对着电脑做些什么事。

每当我开FB，

我只想到要开某个人的页面，

看看他有没有上过线或是更新他生活的点滴。

我知道我没必要这么做，

也不需要去在乎。

因为他不是真心的。

或许是我自己傻。

不，

不是应该，

是根本就是傻~！！！

我看了一本书，

书里有说到“花心男要心碎九次，才会懂真爱”。

我很想知道，

到什么时候你才会懂真爱？？

我知道那个人一定不会是我，

我只不过是想知道结果。

你的花言巧语，

对我无效。

但是你的反悔，

却带来了极大的伤害。

这个伤害是我自找的。

我不应该不自量力去加你成为朋友。

更不应该认识你。

我曾说过无数次的“单身万岁”，

但是但深圳的有那么好吗？？

我的答案会是“不”。

一点也不好。

当你心烦时，没人会倾听你述说；

当你难过时，没人会逗你开心；

当你无助时，没人会让你依靠；

当你哭泣时，没人会帮你擦眼泪；

当你害怕时，没人会握紧你的手；
当你需要温暖时，更没人会给你拥抱。

我知道，
爱情这东西是可遇不可求。
只不过，
我从书上看到的，
却不是这么一回事。
我们必须勇敢，
大胆地去追求我们想要的。
不过我确认为，
如果女生真的这么做，
男生会怎么想？
会觉得女生是个“花痴”吗？
@@“~

******

请记住了，
他不会是你的。
不要再去想他了，
因为他不值得你这么做。
要是他知道了，
也只会笑你笨。
那么，
你不是让他占上风了吗？
因为他有那个能力能让女生都为他倾倒，
为他付出，
为他牺牲。

PANDA

Gosh...!!!

These few days I always felt like not enough sleep.

Even though I already slept earlier than before this.

My PANDA eyes getting worse & worse.

>_______<""""""

Besides that,

I have to admit that I'm become lazy now.

I have NO IDEA why I will became like that. x.x

ESTER~!!!

Don't be LAZY anymore.

MUST PAY ATTENTION TO YOUR STUDY~!!!!!

***MAD

I don't know what should I say now.
I only know I'm sleepy.  xD
SLEEP TIME~!!

Good Night...  =D

I ❤ Mr. Right

I ♥ CAM CAM

-STUDY PART-

I had a bad news!!!!

Today my Maths's lecturer told us that our 1st test will be held on WEEK 5.

What I can say is only 2 words...

OH, SHIT~!!!!

Sorry that I'm RUDE.

I only left less than 2 weeks time for me to catch up all the topic that we learned.

I need to keep on practice, practice & practice.

Damn....!!

I NEED A TEACHER.

Who wants to be my teacher???

ENOUGH to talk about my study.

The conclusion for these part was I'll be CRAZY soon.

-END-

******

-RELATIONSHIP PART-

I have say that I'm always SINGLE.

My Mr. Right still haven't APPEAR in my life.

I'll be WAITING for YOU. =D

These few days I had read a lot of posts about HOROSCOPES.

From all the posts that I read,

I realized that GEMINI was very very FLOWER HEARTS.

They only care about the out fits of a person,

but not the inner beauty of a person.

I wish YOU can find a right person to be your HALF APPLE.

I won't blame you treated me like that.

Because you have the right to choose what you want.

**=)

I will forget about the happened between YOU & ME.

Now,I will treat you as my FRIEND.

But what's your mind?

You may decide about this.

-END-

******

-MY LIFE-

I felt like want to shout out something to release my stress.

Who can bring me to the sea side?? =)

I ♥ CAM CAM

(cam cam=web cam)

hahaha xD

WHY?

There is no reason.

I just like it.

Oppssss...

Is time to start my DREAM now.

What's will happen in my DREAM?

Nobody knows...xD

-END-

******

Good night and sweet dream everyone  :D

**Tomorrow will be a SUNNY DAY 

Leaving

I have a feel wanna leave the place that I staying now.

I need more FREEDOM.

Even though my parents had told me before that they would gave me more freedom while I'm graduated from secondary school.

But I don't think so they did.

I wish I can rent a room at outside to stay alone.

Because I want try to be more indipendent.

I need to be strong  =)

******

Everything that I saw,

it wasn't what I expect it.

May be at first,

I shouldn't met you.

Or I shouldn't added you as my friend.

Thats the only way I won't let myself to become like this.

Always EMO EMO~!

This shouldn't be ME.

I'm not this kind of person.

I already told you before,

you should think clearly before you make the decision.

Because I don't want you to be regret.

But then you said you won't.

You're a lier.

Because you had regreted the decision that you made.

I don't want to think about you anymore.
Let's start my new destiny...  =)

What a bad day~

Today I had class until 3pm.

After that I took utar bus to Asia Jaya and lrt from there to KL Centre.

Ohhh nooo...

Starting to be bad luck~!!

First,I had queue for few minutes to buy the ktm ticket to Segambut.

Then that people told me that train to Rawang are not avaiable.

I pun tak tau kenapa  @@"~

Fine~

I called up my mom and told her what's going on,

then she called me go to Midvalley there.
Because she was shooping at there with my aunt.
Sweat  = ="
Then I queue up again to buy the ticket to Midvalley.
Mana tau got a malay lady told me don't want to buy.
because all the train in the platform there langsung tak jalan~!!
Suddenly got a African guy straight a way non-stopped to scold all the counter's ticket seller 
Some more he keep on saying rude words...
Then all of us were looking at him only xD

No choice lohh...
I have to take monorail to titiwangsa,
then just call my dad to pick me up at there.
Because he lazy to come KL Centre. = =

But I lazy to walk all the way to the monorail station there.
So I act pandai go to buy the Lrt ticket to Dang Wangi.
I thought there was nearby Titiwangsa there,
but I'm wrong....
It was nearby Bukit Nanas monorail station. >_<""

Since I was there.
Then I called my dad and told him I get the wrong place,
so I will go to Sungei Wang for a while to buy something.
   First I had reached there,
I went to buy a soft drink at 7-11.
Actually I want to buy for someone.
But since the person was like very busy.
Then its fine.
I drink by myself~!!!
Hmmm...
Cool Down~~
I had bought a new bag and a new shoes for myself.
But both of that total cost me 110++
No money liao~~
I also cut my fringe already..
heehee~
I was wondering should I straighten my hair or not?
But most of them
After that,
I had nothing to do while waiting my friend finish her class at 6pm.
So I just kept on walking up and down in Sungei Wang like a mental people. xD
Luckily my friend came out early at 5.45pm.
So I no need to wait her until 6 sharp.  =p

These was all the things that I had happened in today.

******

Please do remember.
If you treat me like that.
Just be carefull.
I will double pay it back to you as what you had did to me~!

I'm serious~!!!!!

♥♥♥♥

牵牵手

我们一起走

勾勾手

我们长相守

******

我不奢望你能给我什么承诺，
也不去想你会不会付出100%的真心来对待我
不过我希望你至少能坦白

不管有什么问题，
只要你肯说，
我都会愿意当你的聆听者。

******

我会学着独立，
不去依赖任何人。
我会学着坚强，
不会轻易地哭泣。
我会学着大方，
不会那么小心眼。

Notes notes notes...

ArArArAr....

Today I only can access the WBLE

so that I only can started to download all the notes

and re-do again...

Because its more easier for me to refer and study as well

Last night I bought a printer at Brem Mall there..
But the printer very CACAT one~!
Make me feel very PEK CEK until don't want to print out anything..
Why I would said that printer was CACAT?
The reason is the speed of the printer to print out a sheet of paper was very very very slow
And it won't be complete..!!
Only half of the page have wording...
other just plain...
Gila or not??

So tomorrow I have to bring it back to the shop and ask those people to check what
happen to that stupid printer~

Hmmm...
What I gonna do now??
SLEEP!

Oh ya~
My class on tomorrow damn stupid lohh..
I have a class on 9am-10am.
After that my 2nd class at 2pm.
In between the 4 hours time,
I have no idea to think about what I can do~
4896~!  XD
I just learned from Sasa in facebook

Thats all~!
Good Night,peeps..  =D